9th august, 2008: can’t finish what you started?

oh dear, i am one of these people. at least right now, i am very much so one of these people…i’m breaking up with my girlfriend tomorrow. her parents have made it impossible for us to see each other, and i wish i could just remember how much fun we have when we do see each other and be happy with it but i’m so used to a relationship where you actually meet up and do all the usual stuff.

i had a weird dream. she slapped me around the face and it dislocated my jaw, and then it changed and i was in a room with all my friends and leila, and leila went to another room, and i followed her, and i just remember we had a weird conversation. thanks for that subconscious, you old bastard.

i hate breaking up with people. i really do. tomorrow will not be fun. but at least then i get to go to work! haha. odd thing is, i really like it at work really. it’s not a chore when you have a bit of a laugh like calling claire over to do pricechecks all the time and having happy dances about random shit, that’s always ace. and even better, some people have gone on holiday! YES.

haha some people from school came in today and didn’t realise i worked there and then saw me behind the till, that was pretty good. less good: this creepy guy was following me after work and like came on to me, he was at least 7 or so years older than me and i actually felt pretty scared. i ended up running for it, and he got my number too so i just have to cancel all his calls. this, you see, is what puts me off guys all the time…why can’t they be half normal? within 10 minutes he was like picking me up and saying his house wasn’t too far away. seriously, i ran for it.

i suppose being single again won’t be too bad. well…maybe single. i don’t know, the only person i really like, never stopped liking, is being cryptic on me. but that’s why i like her. exciting times, i tell you.

x

ps: listening to:white rabbit by jefferson airplane
from album:surrealistic pillow