21st february, 2009: from here everything is pure blue

i got into that place that makes you write on impulse around 1am, so this came out and i liked it. a lot of things i write recently end up like this, but i think it works.

also, i know, hardly anything i do is titled. i dont like titles much, unless its appropriate to do so, so just consider the first line the title.

i only know your eyes, how they closed
and refocused, hooded and lit up,
laughing and smoked over
how they widened under scrutiny
and relaxed when you got back to our reality
the way you waited for me to come
over, found me in the crowd
where the capacity was overfilled
the way you slung out the small talk
and clasped with even pressure
my hands and my hips, in that order
took your time building up to
the major veins, the crux of the matter

that became the issue, that became the norm

xo

ps: you don’t have to be suave to be sexy. fall over sometimes.